Or I'm up poop creek without a paddle.. Or the poop is getting deep.
What am I talking about? Well let me tell ya. So I have been studying my butt off for a test finishing delegations attending lectures, taking test, keeping the house clean, showing the house, giving baths to lilly and playing with her and well needless to say I haven't had an minute of personal quite adult time! So its wearing on me. My mom is gone to ky and megan is just as busy with me so my babysitters are few and far between right now. So tonight I hit bottom and was having a bit of a pity party for myself. I was talking with megan while giving lilly a bath. I was on the phone and telling her that I feel horrible cause I have such a great kid but I just want to get away from her right now. That I just really need a minute to relax. I feel horrible and like I'm a bad mom for needing time away from my kido. She isn't being bad just a normal two year old but I'm sick of being poked and prodded and jumped on and well you get the picture. She was assuring me that she thought I was super woman and wasn't sure how I was doing it on my own and volunteered to take lilly for a couple hours so I could go do something on my own. Her being nice made it evem worse and I was practically in tears. I think if someone was mean or telling me that I needed to deal with it I would of taken it better and stod up for myself.. Lol anyway so I was in tears and decided to just try and enjoy lilly. So she got out of the bath naked as a jaybird and I was drying her hair playing a game of chase with her.. She runs away from the hairdryer and then runs back.well she ran away for abput 5 seconds instead of 2 and so I put the dryer down and went to look for her... She had taken the biggest poop I had ever seen come out of her in the middle of our living room floor! I thought I was going to lose my mind!!! Furious instantly! I just yelled at her "lillllllllyyyyy" and she ran into the bathroom and I went in the kitchen to get the cleaning supplies. When I came back around the corner I found her with the toilet paper strung from the bathroom down the hall saying "sorry mama I clean it! " I laughed so hard I almost peed my pants and added to the mess in the floor. I love my child and I'm going to make it thru this tough time with or without help from anyone! Haha. I'm a great mom and totally normal! So this poop filled post is for all you great normal moms out there that could use a break like me!
We're all okay here.
3 months ago