getting things done..

yes today is my off day and tomorrow too. i finished both of my classes yesterday and got one b and one a. i also started a new class today. trying to get these last eight classes done. i woke up this morning at my moms house . me and lilly spent the night there cause we were exhausted after our midnight run to walmart.. it wasnt midnight but felt like it. lol see the picture above. so this morning aaron followed me over to the vw dealers so that my car could get worked on again. the engine light came on and something apparently was wrong with the turbo so its covered under warranty and going to be fixed by tonight thank goodness. the car was running fine but i took it in anyway since i didnt want it to be a big deal later. so now we are at breakfast and im typing on my phone and lilly just came back with a baby from the consignment store next door. she begged for a 25 dollar baby at walmart and i said no so mom found her that one for 3 dollars. lol happy as a lark right now with the cheaper baby.

wow 4 am is early and not getting any easier..

ive been waking up at 4 am to get to work and man does it come early. also at 4am the roads are clear but there is no one to talk to and its a little strangewhen the roads are clear because i live in phoenix and there are usually a ton of people on the roads. so it gets a little creepy in the still dark pre dawn hours. i use the time to think and clear my head and make mental notes of what i would like to accomplish in the day usually. not today.. its strange because i cant seem to get random thoughts out of my head. do you guys do this too or am i completely weird? let me explain. i think it starts with me saying goodbye and ksiing allan and lilly on their sweet foreheads. then when i am in the car and its all creepy ouy i think of something happy like kissing them bye in their warm beds and it ends up with me thinking about how much i care for them and thens i think about all the bad things that could happen to them or me.. i know it is a little morbid. sorry. im not sure why these thoughts creep into my head and dont get me wrong im not obsessed by them or anything. it just seems to happen from time to time and i think that this is probably normal. people think about their own mortality right? it stems from me just loving my little family so much and not being able to contemplate anything happening to them.. except i end up thinking about all the many nwhat ifn and random things that could happen that would be plain awful. is it because im a nurse and see to much sorrow in my line of work? or do i have a awful imagination? not really sure but i know one thing i sure do love my family and friends and would be devastated if anything happened to any of them. thoughts or comments are welcomed .. just be nice.

everyone is doing good here.. i finished one final and have one more to go this weekend. i also have to work overtime on sat. so i should be pretty busy. allan started a class. physics which i know zilch about and would like to keep it that way. i did get to go out with anna tonight and we went to bingo. we didnt really win but we had fun and we didnt lose we broke even so it was a fun night. we also got hushed by the old crabby lady sitting next to us but we hadnt seen each other in a long time so we had a lot of catching up to do. lol crabs! our puppy is doing great still. he learned alot from honey and he gets worn out playing with honey lmoms dog. im typing on my phone again can you tell? lol im exhausted already from getting up for work at 4 am. i thought i was done with that when i got out of the military.. nope. anyway you guys have a good night im off to bed.

opening pool day =freezing

It was 80 degrees here today so i dared allan to jump in the pool. he did but the pool water was only in the 50's.. pretty chilly. anyway he jumped and a few minutes later i turned around and lilly had stripped her clothes and decided that she wanted to be like dad and jump in to. lol.. she played on the steps and got in up to her belly quite a few times.

just a few pictures from last night..

busy as a bee as always

im sorry i havent been posting and im actually posting from my phone right now as i wait in gila bend for emma and her mom to meet me. yes we get emma this weekend and lilly is tons of excited.

my interview today didnt go so well. i interviewed for a job as a telemetry nurse. this is what i think i would like to be when i grow up someday.. haha. they said they would call me for a second interview but im really not holding my breath. they asked me one technical question about a "bubble test" and i told them i didnt know what a bubble test was... umm yeah apparently i was nervous because not only do i know what a bubble test is but ive seen one done and i can explain it in detail.. yeah ding dong.

so i took a break in the middle of this post and now im at home. lilly and emma got ice cream from baskin robbins. they ate a few bites and then decided to save it till tomorrow cause they want to go play. its bath time and bedtime here now so im signing off.

we got a puppy..