Sunday, October 16, 2011

procrastination.. my middle name?

Yep there are things i should be doing today. I have 2 papers to write for school. They are due tuesday so i have another day or so but today i should of been doing at least one of them. Am I? nope. Don't want to. Can't make me.. lol. I should also be cleaning my house or making some lunch or super for my family. Am I? nope.. nothing sounds yummy today. I got all the ingredients for that yummy cheesy potatoe soup i was talking about a few days ago and now it sounds like something disgusting to me. LOL. weird huh? my tastebuds just can't be satisified right now. Today a big ham dinner sounds really yummy. I'd like to make a ham with brown sugar caoting on it and make some mashed potatoes instead of that soup. Some corn sounds good with it or some coleslaw but do you think i'm going to do that?? nope probably not. i'm so lazy today. In my defense i am doing laundry and watching football. I am enjoying this NFL sunday ticket that we got this year. It was a promotion from direct tv. We aren't paying for it but we get to see every football game every sunday. It's nice. We wont' renew next year. We are too cheap and that thign is expensive but if your an avid die hard nfl football fan then it's worth the money i guess. We arent but we like to watch it.


Allan just took emma home. Those crazy girls had been fighting nonstop for three days. But when you yell at them and tell them they are being mean to each other they instantly feel bad or start crying cause they love the other one. Its crazy. LOL. We didn't make it to the pumpkin and chili deal at schnepfs farms. We want to go but we will probably wait till emma comes back. The kids have so much fun with the petting zoo animals and all the rides. Emma wants to be a vampire for halloween this year and lilly wants to either be mario or Rupunizil from tangled. She wants emma to be luigi but emma isn't cooperating too much. Anyway guess i'm going to go watch some more football and be lazy some more.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

ok just putting it out there..

I know i'm complaining quite a bit lately. I feel myself complaining quite a bit but I just can't seem to get into a nicer happier mood. I'm uncomfortable about 80% of the day. I am only 8 week s pregnant and i keep hoping its just this stinky first trimester and that as it moves along I will start to feel better. But as of right now i'm still just pretty miserable all day. My belly feels just like a bad bloated day that isn't going away, but i can't get comfy at night so it leaves me tired from getting up either hot or having to pee a million times. Then during the day i border on this queasy feeling all day. Its like when you know you have had too much to drink and you start to feel yucky and you just want to make yourself throw up so that you will feel better (except I haven't had the pleaseure of drinking anything..) I have not been throwing up at all but i'm really almost wondering if I should just make myself and see if I feel better, but since I'm pretty sure its the baby making me feel this way I don't think it will help. I'm pretty sure I will just feel worse and have puke breath.. LOL.
I shouldn't complain. My wonderful husband is home and he has been helping out a ton. He took the girls swimming so that i could get in a nap( i did take one, but woke up feeling yuckier). He is also going to watch them tonight so i can go have some me time later. I'm not only feeling yucky but I'm irritated at everything right now. I think i have had an overdose of these kidos and just need a break right now. However, allan just went to the gym and as soon as he left the doorbell rang and guess who is here right now.. that weird girl i don't care for. She came yesterday and the day before and we have been telling her no she can't come over and the kids can't play but i caved in because the girls answered the door and begged me to let her work their new puzzle with them. I know she is just a kid but I still don't like her. Can't explain the feeling. I know it may sound weird to you all but she just gives me the willies. She looks like a darling little blonde haired girl though. I'd take a picture to show you all but i wouldn't be suprised if in it she had horns or didn't appear or something strange. lol.. okay I'm kidding. obviously i'm a big softy because her she is sitting in my front room working puzzles. okay so i'm done complaining today. I'm sorry I'm just miserable right now and wondering if it's going to get better. I had a very easy pregnancy with lilly. I know they are all different but i assumed it would still be the same.. LOL. This one is sucking so far! really it's stinking! but i said i was done so i'm done. Hope everyone is having a very non stinking day. ;-)

Friday, October 14, 2011

pictures of our reunion with daddy dearest.

okay so the pictures are a little backwards. This is when we got to the house. They wrestled and he tickeld them and they love it!


more tickling.

On the way home allan could not wait to get to his favorite In and OUt hamburger joint. Apparently the food on the oil rigs in africa leave something to be desired. he is a hungry man right now.

daddy helping his girls

they were so happy to have him home again.

I think they almost forgot what he looked like cause they didn't see him coming down the line at all. He snuck up on them. lol

Waiting on their dad they looked at all the neat stuff in the airport.

Being sweet sisters.. rare photo!

Looking for dad's plane when we first got there.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Goodnight moons weekly song link up..



Okay i picked this song because I am resting.. and being lazy and i'm pregnant and i'm suppose to be doing nothing. Not lifting, not stressing, not not not... anyway So i'm not doing anything today.
ON a different note my hubby comes home from africa today. We live in phoenix and a few days ago i thought our AC went out and I have been dreading having him come straight home and fix it after being on a plane for 20+ hours. Well i decided to double check it today.. Working fine so far! I think a rock or stick must have gotten in there when our neighbor was doing yard stuff. Who knows but so far it's nice and cool in our house still. I'm sure some of you are wondering why we have the air on in OCT but notice i said we live in phoenix. We had one nice cool week and it's back up in the high 90's this week. Might hit 100 today or tomorrow.
Anyway enjoy the song link up. Go over to goodnight moons blog and check it out. You can find a link on my sidebar. ;-)

Monday, October 10, 2011

Picture day..

Okay so it's just random pictures of what we have been up to the last few days. WE went to denny's this morning cause once again i was craving seasoned fries for breakfast.. lol. The kids love dennys though. I think it's the chocolate chip pancakes that capture their interest. But our days have been filled with visits to the park and pool. I just sit and watch and take pictures at the park but we have been going over to my mom's heated pool to swim. Our pool in the backyard has gotten too cold and i'm not sure if the chemicals are right in it right now since my pool boy (aka husband) is in africa.

Emma taking a break.

Lilly trying to keep up with her big sister.



Lilly putting her shoes on the right feet. We seldom have them on the right feet for some reason. LOL.


Lilly being a big girl. She makes my heart pound slightly when she climbs on bigger things but she is pretty careful and seems to do it just fine.









Sunday, October 9, 2011

i forgot these two pics..

We had quite a few pictures the other day. I guess i should have known they saw something by the amount of pictures they were taking. lol.. Anyway here is our little baby bean. Allan says it's a boy. I think it's a bean. ;-)





a couple pictures and some randomness

The above picture is of both girls sleeping in my bed. The were passed out cold this morning. I ran them pretty hard yesterday. I took them to the park and let them run and run. Then we went and had a little fire over at our friends house last night. They ran like the wind over there too. So they slept good.


okay let me explain this picture.. I didn't sleep well because of this and made both girls come get in my bed just because i had a weird eerie yucky feeling last night. So here is what happened.. yesterday afternoon I was looking at the swing and i had this weird thought that it ws going to fall down. I even remember looking at that particular chain. I remember thinking jeezz that could hurt a kid, and thinking i'm not sitting in it and i wonder how bad it would be on the baby if i fell in that thing. Can you guess who fell in it? There was nothing wrong with the swing. No reason i should of been alarmed but let me tell you it freaked me out when it did fall and it was the side i had thought about. how do you guys feel about people carrying weird spirits around? Okay I'm not exactly saying possessed but let me explain this. There is a little girl who lives next door and I'm not sure what is wrong with her but she straight gives me the creeps. My mom has met her and doesn't feel at ease when she is around either. She snuck in our house the other day too. Long story but yes she was hiding under a coffee table and no one had let her in. When she comes over, after she leves lilly is always in a horrible mood no matter how happy she was before she came. It's just little weird things about this kid. Is that horrible for me to say? Well i thought i was probably being horrible so i decided to let the kids play together yesterday. Guess who was over when i was having those weird thoughts about the swing? yep this strange kid. So anyway that is why i had weird eerie feelings last night. It doesn't help that my husband is still gone but he will be home on thrusday. Thank goodness. I called mom and we both just prayed for a little while on the phone, then i put on a christian channel cuddled up with both girls and i slept well.


this picture is of rocky our dog on the bottom and dauby a big boxer on top. WE decided that rocky needed to meet a dog his own size cause he tries to play with my mom's little dog and it just doesn't work. So these two dogs met and i was a little worried but it ended up in piles of slobber and they stood up and "boxed" each other like boxers do. ( rocky is part boxer) But they never growled or really even barked at each other. So rocky has a friend now.

These are the pretty flowers my hubby sent to me at work for our anniversary. ARen't they pretty. I wasn't sure if I had shared them or not. Okay that's enough for now.











Saturday, October 8, 2011

Ultrasounds, Fall weather, cooking..

Okay here is some randomness. First things first I went to my ultrasound yesterday morning. They said there is a healthy little baby in there with a heart beat of 128. However after the ultrasound i had to wait around fo rthe doctor which i thought was a bit odd because I didn't need to seee her for anything. I had just had an apt last week. Anyway she told me that i have what is called a Subchorionic bleed. I"m going to post at the bottom of this page info about it so just keep reading if you want to know more about them. From what she told me mine is very small almost to the point they stop monitoring them but she did want to see me back in 2 weeks for another ultrasound just to check and see that it was either not there anymore or smaller. So allan will get to go this next time and we are praying that they will see nothing but one healthy little baby. I"m 7 weeks. I guess bleeds that are caught in the first trimester have more of a chance of going away by themselves. The wonderful bodies that we have just reabsorb them. However, having a first trimester bleed can make you more at risk for a miscarriage. I have never had a miscarriage but I know plenty of people that have had one and it's just something that i'm refusing to think about at this time. I'm relaxing and taking it easy and enjoying time with lilly and waiting for my husband to get home so he can wait on me hand and foot.. lol at least until we find out that it has went away. I never really thought about how much " heavy" lifting i do in one day. I did laundry today and i had to make a bunch of small trips to the dryer because i didn't want to lift the whole basket at one time. Getting lilly in and out of the truck yesterday took my mom or brother. So we won't be riding around in that thing again. She can get out fine in my car. The truck is just a little higher. Anyway we are fine just taking it easy but keep us in prayer till we get the all cleared please.
No about this fall weather. It's goregous and i'm loving it. I have all the windows in the house open and it's a cool 70 degrees in here. Lilly and I have been hiding in blankets watching tv and loving it. She has on a new fall outfit today. We call them party clothes. LOL. She is in the cutest little shirt and pants. The pants are like stretchy ones that have all different colors and the top is one of those long ones that has the fluffy layers at the bottom. REminds me of the 80's. Too cute.
Cooking- WEll it's the fall weather but i seem to want to cook everything right now. The weather and my growing belly i think. I found a good recipe for cheesy tater soup the other day from one of the gals i grew up with. So I'm going to give it a whirl in a day or two. I gotta get some supplies from the store. So today i think i'm going to do homework and just relax more. ;-)
here is the info on the bleed if your interested. :
What it is: Also called subchorionic hematoma, subchorionic bleeding is the accumulation of blood within the folds of the chorion (the outer fetal membrane, next to the placenta) or within the layers of the placenta itself. These bleeds, or clots, can cause the placenta to separate from the uterine wall if they get too large, if they develop in a bad spot, or if they aren’t eventually reabsorbed.

How common is it? A good 20 percent of pregnant women will experience some kind of bleeding early in pregnancy, though it’s often hard to tell what’s causing the problem. Subchorionic hematomas are even harder to pick up because they don’t always result in noticeable spotting or bleeding, especially when they’re small.

Who is most at risk? There don’t seem to be any specific risk factors for developing a subchorionic hematoma in the first place, but if you do wind up with one, there are factors that can make you more — or less — likely to have a positive outcome.

What are the symptoms? Spotting or bleeding may be a sign, often beginning in the first trimester. But many subchorionic bleeds are detected during a routine ultrasound, without there being any noticeable signs or symptoms.

Should you be concerned? You wouldn’t be normal if you didn’t worry when you see blood, no matter when it occurs in your pregnancy. And that’s actually a good thing, especially if it prompts you to get in touch with your practitioner, who can make sure there’s nothing amiss. While most subchorionic hematomas dissolve on their own, it is possible for the clot to get in between the placenta and the uterine wall, resulting in miscarriage.

Here’s the encouraging news: More than half of women who bleed during their first trimester go on to have perfectly healthy pregnancies. But because subchorionic hematomas have been linked to increased risk of placental abruption and preterm labor, you don’t want to ignore signs of spotting or bleeding.

What you should do: Call your practitioner; an ultrasound may be ordered to see whether there is indeed a hematoma, how large it is, and where it’s located. Depending on the findings, as well as on your practitioner’s preferences, he or she may put you on strict bed rest, insist you refrain from lifting heavy objects, and avoid exercise. In most cases, you’ll be asked to avoid sexual intercourse until the hematoma dissolves and disappears

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Lilly keyes ds

BE SURE TO TURN OFF MY PLAYLIST SO YOU CAN HEAR LILLY BEFORE YOU PUSH PLAY! This is the new video of her playing her new ds game. Compared to the one i took last oct i think she is so talking better. Her little voice is still so cute to me though. On a different note does anyone have a recipe for good cheesy potatoe soup? I think i'm craving potatoe soup.. if i don't find a good recipe i may have to go to outback they have delicous potatoe soup. Random posting I know.


Saturday, October 1, 2011

Lilly keyes pumpkin

This is of last haloween. Listen to her little words. I'm going to post one of her from today in a little bit when i get it uploaded she talks so different now. Its a wonder what a year does. ;-) they grow up so quick.